A good night’s sleep (Nov. 20)
Lucas finally got a good night’s sleep and as a result, so did we (or as good as it can be when you’re sleeping on a fold-out bench in a shared hospital room). There is other good news as well.
Lucas received a blood transfusion yesterday because his hematocrit levels were low – which is to say that he had lost a lot of blood due to still unexplained issues with his kidneys and bladder (more on that later). The transfusion was successful and helped to immediately bring down his racing heart rate. He had been pale and the transfusion also brought his color back. A test this morning showed that his red blood cells are getting back towards normal levels.
After a battle with the nutritionist resident on Sunday (which we eventually won when the regular nutritionist returned Monday morning), Lucas started getting his homemade, blended, whole-food formula yesterday and is digesting it well. His bodily functions are mostly back to normal, and last night we replaced the hospital standard trach tube (which has a cuff) with the one he usually uses, and he immediately started using his voice more.
Best of all, after making a run to our house in the evening Burke brought back some more of Lucas’s favorite books and we got some big smiles as we read “The Grouchy Ladybug” late into the night. Earlier in the day Lucas’s cousin Madden brought him some little dinosaurs which he’s been enjoying, especially “Spikes” the multi-colored glow-in-the-dark Triceratops.
There are some difficult things too. The aforementioned bladder and kidney issues may end up not being as bad as we previously thought, but they nevertheless continue to cause bleeding. The urine-blood mix coming from the catheter looks a lot more like watered down Cool-Aid than cranberry juice today, which is a good sign. Yesterday’s ultrasound showed that there is a significant blood clot in his bladder, therefore the direct source of the blood. But why it’s there remains a bit of a mystery, one that should be solved today. It’s looking less likely that Lucas has the giant kidney stones that were originally identified; rather, the urologists believe that there may have been some “sloughing” of the tissue in his kidneys due to the low levels of oxygen in his blood on Saturday. That, in turn, could have led to ultrasound images that looked like kidney stones, as well as bleeding into the bladder.
The biggest challenge for us right now is that Lucas is not back to his old self. He’s a little bit more awake and aware today than he was yesterday but is only able to form the occasional word. He makes some sounds when he’s animated and has said a few words clearly – as reported previously – but he’s not able to communicate in his usual way. His hand movements also remain very shaky. He’s only able to really grab and hold tiny things, and when he reaches out it’s hard to tell what he’s trying to do. We’re so used to being able to communicate with Lucas and know exactly what he wants, and right now it’s very difficult.
Today we’ll talk more to the doctors about the potential trajectory of his recovery. It may be that it just takes time, like someone who has had a stroke. We know that kids’ brains are very elastic so if there is any damage from the lack of oxygen his brain will do well to mend and adapt. At some point soon they’ll likely do an MRI that will give more indication of potential damage. It’s scary to think about but we’re still very hopeful. For now, we ask you all to keep Lucas in your thoughts, and thank everyone again for your love and support.
Comments (12)
Jocelyn
November 20th, 2012 at 8:48 pm
Big smiles for favorite books? Awwww, I think that brilliant little guys’ brain is going to be just fine. I’m usually pretty cautious about prognosticating, but I have a really good feeling about this. Just keep showering Lucas with love and letting him rest–he’s going to take care of the rest. I’m loving the image of Tio Sha’s gentle, glowing ball of light hovering all around Seattle, and I’m sending all my positive energy toward it as well. Also, we’re happy to read books by skype any time you think Lucas needs some new material. My kids have one heckuva collection, and we have lots of time for quiet, shared reading across the vacation days ahead. Just let us know if that would be useful. And if there is anything, anything, anything else at all, please call or write. Thank you for keeping us updated; I’m thinking about you all the time and grateful for the news. Abrazos!!!
Alessandra
November 20th, 2012 at 5:52 pm
Thank you so much for keeping the updates going. We are rooting for all of you here in Brooklyn. Lucas is such a testament to your love and commitment to him and he will push through this with that energy. We love you guys, Lucas, and sending you positive light.
Allison
November 20th, 2012 at 3:09 pm
Keeping all of you in my thoughts.
cora
November 20th, 2012 at 2:58 pm
Thanks for the update, Krista. I am glad the doctors are working hard to resolve the cranberry/koolaid issue. I hope that by tomorrow, it’s back to plain old normal pee. That’s great that you got his own trach, and I know all too well the frustration of weekend hospital staffing. Thank goodness for Mondays.
I am sure it’s scary to see Lucas slower than normal. All I know is that the insomnia i had last night made me super-slow all day, so I’m impressed that after the chaotic excitement of the past couple of days, Lucas is even trying to chat.
Stay strong! One day at a time until discharge.
We are sending you our strength and love. Wish we could stop by to say hi to Lucas.
Negar Adib
November 20th, 2012 at 2:53 pm
Thank you for the update on Lucas and his progress. I am so sorry for the tough moments. I hope with each passing day, you will have less of them. Looking forward to hearing more good news and keeping Lucas very close to my heart.
Andrea
November 20th, 2012 at 2:44 pm
Muchos abrazos. Estoy mandando toda la buena energía.
Julie Graves
November 20th, 2012 at 12:11 pm
I look forward eagerly to a report of Lucas demanding “more books”.
Judy Feldman
November 20th, 2012 at 11:57 am
So glad to hear you’re getting more information and more sleep, and most especially that Lucas is on the path to his old self. You’ve got lots of folks here at the Farm thinking of you.
Tio Sha
November 20th, 2012 at 11:54 am
I’m in Gabe’s camp of wishing I could be there in the hospital with y’all to be more tuned in and get the blow-by-blow update, and I also know it’s probably exhausting to think about updating all of us out here who care so much about you three, so thanks so much for taking the time to keep us posted whenever you have the energy. There is so much love and support for y’all from far & wide. I keep picturing this enormous light source coming from Seattle when I imagine a map of how much loving energy is being sent to Lucas to get through this. Keeping the hope strong during a scary moment. And, hooray for the glow in the dark Triceratops — good thinking Madden! Lucas is lucky to have a cousin like you.
Spencer
November 20th, 2012 at 11:51 am
Thinking of you guys and the little penguin.
tmclaurin71@gmail.com
November 20th, 2012 at 11:13 am
Thanks for the update. I have been wondering how everything is going. Is there anything I could bring either of you or Lucas. I have been there so many times but am never really sure how to navigate when one of the families from the area are hospitalized. I would like to visit in the evening if either of you are open/up to a little chat.
thinking of you all!
Take Care
Temple & McLaurin Family
Gabriel
November 20th, 2012 at 10:55 am
Thanks for the update. (I’m sure I’m not the only one who’d appreciate updates every 15 minutes….) He’s been through a lot–maybe just not quite ready to fully engage with the world, which seems like a very reasonable position. But do tell Lucas when he wakes up that Rafi is here in Oakland thinking about him and still wanting to eat in his special style and receive those slobbering kisses and plans to visit as soon as you’re ready for visitors.
We’re all thinking of him and of you both. My mom, too, sends her prayers.
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