Slowly growing stronger, but still struggling (August 21)

It’s day 5 for little Lucas Camilo and its been a tough ride so far.  We haven’t had a chance to respond to a lot of friends and family because of the emotional rollercoaster we’ve been on since Lucas came into the world on Monday morning.  We are lucky to be now living on Irving street, the same street the Washington Hospital Center is on, so we’re a short drive away and have been hanging out a lot with Lucas since Krista was discharged from the hospital on Wednesday. little_hand Burke’s family flew in from Seattle on Thursday and they’ve been helping us out a lot too.

Lucas is still very sick and hasn’t been getting better as fast as we’d all hoped.  The doctor’s still don’t know exactly what’s wrong but the original diagnosis of infection causing the various problems he’s experiencing proved to be wrong.  Over the past few days there’s been a flood of specialists from both the WHC and the Children’s hospital next door visiting Lucas to do tests and observe him: from neurologists to geneticists to cardiologists, and even a hemotologist.  There are lots of little things that just aren’t working right and yet the sum total is something that doctors say they’ve never seen before in a baby.  But they’re working overtime to figure it out and we’re greatful for the thoughtful neonatologists who speak with us each day, as well as the amazing nurses taking care of Lucas around the clock.

Today the doctors seem to be moving towards a diagnosis.  Though they still can’t be sure, one possibility is that Lucas is suffering from some sort of neuro-musculor disorder, which is effecting his ability to suck and swallow, and making his body movements very limited.  It’s hard to stomach such a thing right now, but among the possibilities that we’d been told about this is far from the most challenging.  If it is neuro-muscular there’s a variety of  disorders that exist, and we probably won’t know until next week what the diagnosis is since he needs to stabilize more before they can do certain tests.

The beautiful thing is being with Lucas and knowing that he can feel and sense our presence despite all his struggles.  Today his heartbeat started racing after the doctor was checking him out and the nurses got worried, but after Krista put her hand on his back the heart rate quickly slowed down.   The soothing mother’s touch… Whatever happens with Lucas we feel so lucky to be able to interact and share with him, and we’re staying strong, hoping for the best, and feeling all the love and support of our friends and family.

Keep thinking of Lucas and pulling for him.  We’ll keep you posted as things move forward.

-krista and burke

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21st August, 2009 This post was written by admin

Comments (7)

Jocelyn

August 22nd, 2009 at 7:56 am    

Dear Krista and Burke–I have no doubt but that your son has inherited your strength and your fighting spirit. Please don’t hesitate to ask if there is anything we can do to help, OK? With all that positive karma you’ve been putting out there into the world, I can’t help but think some of it is going to come back to you now at this time when you need it most. Sending love and positive energy, Jocelyn

Margo

August 21st, 2009 at 11:48 pm    

Thank you guys for starting the blog. I know it is difficult to share all of the information or even find the strength to do so sometimes. I’ve got so many people here in Seattle thinking of you guys and we are sending all our positive energy to Lucas and you two. He is a beautiful boy.

Kaaren

August 21st, 2009 at 10:07 pm    

Dear Lucas and parents,
Welcome to this world, Lucas Camilo. You are in my thoughts and prayers, your beautiful pictures, Mom’s hand on your back calming you, your wonderful parents!!

Keep growing strong and know there is so much love for you from West Coast to East Coast, from the U.S. to El Salvador….and beyond.
We are all sending you strength, calm and joy.
Con mucho carino,
Kaaren

alexis & heyward

August 21st, 2009 at 8:48 pm    

dear Lucas Camilo, we’ve had little pictures of you in our minds for awhile now – giggling and playing in the park, maybe doing a little organizing on the side. so this is where it all begins.

we’re so happy you’re finally here with us! hold on tight lil’ one. lots of love is all around you! heyward n alexis

Marsha N

August 21st, 2009 at 6:56 pm    

Wow. Si se puede Lucas! I wish you all the strength, love and care that you deserve while you both navigate this unimaginable rollercoaster ride with your beautiful boy.

Susana Solis

August 21st, 2009 at 5:24 pm    

Queridos Krista y Miguelito:
Yo se que ahora ustedes 100% enfocados en la salud y el progreso de Camilito, pero ojala que tengan un tiempecito para leer este mensaje.
Solo queria decirles que mis hermanas y yo estamos muy pendientes de ustedes y les tenemos en nuestros pensamientos todos los dias. Yo se que Camilito va a estar completamente bien y muy fuerte y saludable muy pronto. Ese nino es todo un luchador y me imagino que debe tener un espiritu muy poderoso y seguramente tendra un caracter fuerte tambien.
Cuando hablen con Camilito, diganle que debe seguir luchando para estar fuerte y salir pronto del hospital porque el tiene muchas tias y tios, no solo en los EU, sino tambien el El Salvador, que estan muy felices de que el haya venido al mundo y que lo queremos muchisimo y estamos ancios@s por conocerlo.
Les mando un abrazote bien grande con mucho carino y les deseo lo mejor en estos momentos de tanta incertidumbre. Tengan fe en que todo les va a salir muy bien.
Les quiero mucho!!

tom

August 21st, 2009 at 5:20 pm    

he’s beautiful! i love the picture of him holding your finger. hang in there. we’re thinking of you!

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